lol, if you're gonna call me an otaku, you might as well... I can admit I'm
obsessed over anime "
Can't wait til I get my own house.... it'll be an anime haven :3
Japanese with English subs... I don't care how many peopel disagree with me,
English voice actors can't show emotion. or maybe thats just the english
language that allows no emotion.
Inuyasha, Naruto, DBZ, Yu-Gi-Oh, B-daman(if that even counts -.- as anime), One
Piece, Samurai Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, and most of all: Azumanga Daiyoh
Let me repeat what one of them said to me once:
*cough*
Teacher: "Anime? is that some kind of french sweet or something?"
Me: "...never mind"
Teacher: "Did I get it wrong?... oh, wait, isn't that japanese
Porn!?"
Me: "...Just....never...mind... you're wrong, DEAD WRONG"
^ the only talk I've had to a teacher about anime lol
anime dream boy... if only I didnt have these sticky out ears and short hair ._.
ach well... some sellotape and a wig will fix that
and that thing about AIDs... funny that you mention it, cos there was just a
report on TV about teaching youngsters more Sex education thanks to the AIDs
increase lol <.<;
As I said, I'm an easy target, a mug even ^^; theres been instances where I've
found myself realising I'm being used, and continuing with it, because
basically, it takes me awhile to lose faith in a person... this whole mess has
acummulated over years, which sucks when it finally hits you lol
Thanks everyone, just read your replies, and honestly, you've all cleared up
some of the fog...
You're all quite right, I now see that I was wrong writing that ALL/MOST of the
girls are "evil"... babylemon, you're description of the archetype of
trying to bag as many girls at once is quite correct... I've never ONCE thought
of it that way, and how it affects the females around me - what's mostly brought
this to my attention is how you described them physically lol, identical to what
I seen at school and am currently seeing at college.
I can try and answer the self-directed questons you've asked, as I never seemed
to think about that before (well, much anyway)...
What I ask for in a girlfriend? basically someone whom won't take my trusting
and kind nature to their own advantage, honestly, I can say it now, I'm not
extremely picky about looks, I may emphasise about the almost "Slutty"
(I hate that word, please forgive me for using it) appearence of these girls -
as much as I despise that kind of over-confident and downright disgusting (in my
eyes anyway) look, my only true quarrel with these girls is their advantageous
and "Get laid as much as possible" attitude. Heck, I've said it time
after time, looks don't really matter if I love the girl ^^; looks are a bonus
imo.
Ah, and as I'm writing right now, my eyes are looking towards your "Age 17
consent age" babylemon... here in scotland I can even get married at 16
(...not that I'm planning to ).
The types of girls who are almost responsible for this experience? thats a tough
one, the boundaries between archetypes are extremely loose in Scotland... but
for some reasn I always seem to "attract" the bad ones. Maybe it's
because I'm an easy target? ah, there I've gone and judged them
again...
ah, and now the questions about me specifically... To be honest, as I've said
before, the walls between archetypes have shattered here - Honestly, despite
being somewhat distanced from other people socially, I seem to be liked by just
about every archetype around, hard to explain really... let's just say that, I
have my moments where I'm likeable by just about anyone, I've been told once
that it's because I'm a helpful guy, that's probably true ^^; so just like
hybrid, I'm pretty much detached of all social groups...
The kind of person I am? Well then, I've already repeated some of these things
quite a bit, and I can confidently say that I am these things, as basically,
either negatively or positively, people have said to me that I am, so here goes:
I'm apparently kind, understanding of others' feelings, mature for my age...
according to my entire family, Generally quite intelligent, honest (sometimes
TOO honest though) and quite strong emotionally and physically - now, a note
about that Emotional strength thing, this is probably a side effect of things
which have happened and kept to myself, this was proven after an severe episode
of depression when I was 12.
Finally, the last of the questions about myself personally... my looks lol, lets
just say I'm not the worst looking guy ever, but not quite the
"Stunning" type of guy either, perhaps, normal in terms of looks and
handsomeness? haha, ok, this made me laugh, but one guy who played a little of
FF7+8 commented on how my eyes are almost the same colour as Clouds... except
not a shiny, and I have the same look on my face as Squall sometimes... how nice
of him to say that " oh, and just to clarify
The problem of what I want in a partner... the type of relationship would be...
extremely hard to describe for me (Divorced parents -.-), but I guess what I
want is a normal, loving relationship between me and my partner... probably a
serious one in terms of being together, and marriage... well, if I find the
right person, then yes, if she wishes it. But the last thing I want is a
fling... I respect women too much, that's the specific reason why I have tried
only denoted the females which I have come to know.
Once again, Thank you for your support, all of you have brought up great points
and advice for me, from here on I will indefinately try to expand my horizons,
and perhaps I should be more patient with things like this. I guess Love just
takes a heap of Luck to find
"ok, I thought I'd leave this to the end, because you manage to make me
laugh melymay lol:
As for the girls that aren't very nice to people at all, you could always try
getting to know them better
Unless they give death glares and beat people up o_O"
Ohhhh! Yes they do! I've seen it... infact, once I saw a bunch of girls randomly
attack a big 6foot guy, for a bloody laugh! ; ; scary...
Sorry to bring this up on you people, but for awhile now I've wanted somewhere
to convey these feelings...
You probably all know of a small country called Scotland, if not.... of course
you do, everyone can recognise the funny accents.
Anyway, Scotland, is my home country, where I am currently living (Trapped
even). For awhile now I've been feeling quite a bit distant from just about
everyone. No-one in my family has any idea exactly when or how this happened,
all they seem to know is - I changed. I would talk more about this, but quite
simply, I do not want to bring up family details and such so easily over the
internet.
Now, why exactly do I mention Scotland you ask? Quite simple, I love this
country, I really, really do, I love its past, I love its culture... but what I
don't love (or even remotely LIKE, I could even go as far as saying that I truly
hate...) is the people here.
Now, I am not so bothered with lowlifes who live off the country's financial
benefits and such... I even don't really mind the adolescent scum who vandalize
and just plainly disrupt all matter or life. No, someone like me who honestly
doesn't care for being around people anyway would be bothered about that.
-That being said, like some people I've come to realise after reading around,
there's only one thing that I truly wish for in life. A partner whom I can love
and protect... perhaps I'm rushing into things, (I'm only 16 years of age) but
the way I see it, it doesn't matter WHEN exactly I am plagued by the need to
fulfill this purpose (...I made it seem like some sort of perverse lust there,
sorry, can't properly describe what I mean, but I garauntee you - THIS IS NO
PERVERTED LUST - which some of you will find hard to believe, after all.. I'm
16, and male >.>; ) the results will always be the same.
Basically, I have little or no chance of finding this person here. I have never
once found someone I've found physically/personality-wise attractive, as every
female I've encountered has either taken advantage of my kindness, led me on as
a sick joke, or basically, they aren't very nice people at all.
I dunno if anime has deluded me with scenes of smitten cuteness and devotion in
a girl... but I can confidently say that almost every female I have spoken to or
encountered have been extrememely using, twisted, uncaring, and downright
disgusting towards me.
Please, tell me that Scotland is the only place where most females are like
this. And tell me why the only thing I want in life seems so distant to
me...
~Thank you to those who have taken the time to read/reply to this lengthy
passage
EDIT: Sorry, I just realised that I wrote "so" instead of
"do" in the heading, sorry about that
The mother and father thing I can relate to... unfrortunately for me though, I
wasn't old enough to remember them being together, just old enough to remember
the shocking aftermath. Just like you, my Mother's too easy on me - and my
father... extremely Strict.
As much as I wish I could give you some advice, there's honestly nothing I can
find in my heart to say to people like us. All I know is that we're stuck with
the world as it is - Which is a harsh blow to people like myself (and probably
yourself) whom spend alot of of time gorging at the wonders of the anime/manga
world.
And hey, if you feel like an outsider everywhere, I'm sure there are people on
this site, and probably every other Anime-involved site out there who share your
same interests, of course, that could only perhaps suffice for finding
friends... you've done the right thing by proclaiming this problem here, just
look at the caring people willing to help.
You're accepted here TreeFarieAaliyah, you can escape, even for some few minutes
a day to the net just like the rest of us who feel left out physically and
emotionally.
Shana from Shakugan no Shana.... does that make me a lolicon? ; ;
lol, if you're gonna call me an otaku, you might as well... I can admit I'm obsessed over anime
"
Can't wait til I get my own house.... it'll be an anime haven :3
Japanese with English subs... I don't care how many peopel disagree with me, English voice actors can't show emotion. or maybe thats just the english language that allows no emotion.
either way, Japanese rules :3
Inuyasha, Naruto, DBZ, Yu-Gi-Oh, B-daman(if that even counts -.- as anime), One Piece, Samurai Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, and most of all: Azumanga Daiyoh
Let me repeat what one of them said to me once:
*cough*
Teacher: "Anime? is that some kind of french sweet or something?"
Me: "...never mind"
Teacher: "Did I get it wrong?... oh, wait, isn't that japanese Porn!?"
Me: "...Just....never...mind... you're wrong, DEAD WRONG"
^ the only talk I've had to a teacher about anime lol
Isn't someone with a beautiful personality, beautiful to your own eye aswell?
My latest would be Nanami from Lamune ^^;
Ahhh, that would explain why you've been such a great help ^^; lol
Sorry if I offended somehow
Nowhereman, remember, Ivalice is FFTA's world too :P
I get stressed alot and easily... so when I'm stressed, I drink tea and watch anime (Can't beat it :P)... and if that fails: *Pointsto Rorenzu's post*
Kazakian... mate... we're exactly the same in terms of what we prefer in a girl ; ;
Thanks ^^
and that thing about AIDs... funny that you mention it, cos there was just a report on TV about teaching youngsters more Sex education thanks to the AIDs increase lol <.<;
As I said, I'm an easy target, a mug even ^^; theres been instances where I've found myself realising I'm being used, and continuing with it, because basically, it takes me awhile to lose faith in a person... this whole mess has acummulated over years, which sucks when it finally hits you lol
"True wisdom comes in knowing that you know nothing" ~Can't remember
I may have messed it up a little ^^;
Thanks everyone, just read your replies, and honestly, you've all cleared up some of the fog...
You're all quite right, I now see that I was wrong writing that ALL/MOST of the girls are "evil"... babylemon, you're description of the archetype of trying to bag as many girls at once is quite correct... I've never ONCE thought of it that way, and how it affects the females around me - what's mostly brought this to my attention is how you described them physically lol, identical to what I seen at school and am currently seeing at college.
I can try and answer the self-directed questons you've asked, as I never seemed to think about that before (well, much anyway)...
What I ask for in a girlfriend? basically someone whom won't take my trusting and kind nature to their own advantage, honestly, I can say it now, I'm not extremely picky about looks, I may emphasise about the almost "Slutty" (I hate that word, please forgive me for using it) appearence of these girls - as much as I despise that kind of over-confident and downright disgusting (in my eyes anyway) look, my only true quarrel with these girls is their advantageous and "Get laid as much as possible" attitude. Heck, I've said it time after time, looks don't really matter if I love the girl ^^; looks are a bonus imo.
Ah, and as I'm writing right now, my eyes are looking towards your "Age 17 consent age" babylemon... here in scotland I can even get married at 16 (...not that I'm planning to
).
The types of girls who are almost responsible for this experience? thats a tough one, the boundaries between archetypes are extremely loose in Scotland... but for some reasn I always seem to "attract" the bad ones. Maybe it's because I'm an easy target? ah, there I've gone and judged them again...
ah, and now the questions about me specifically... To be honest, as I've said before, the walls between archetypes have shattered here - Honestly, despite being somewhat distanced from other people socially, I seem to be liked by just about every archetype around, hard to explain really... let's just say that, I have my moments where I'm likeable by just about anyone, I've been told once that it's because I'm a helpful guy, that's probably true ^^; so just like hybrid, I'm pretty much detached of all social groups...
The kind of person I am? Well then, I've already repeated some of these things quite a bit, and I can confidently say that I am these things, as basically, either negatively or positively, people have said to me that I am, so here goes: I'm apparently kind, understanding of others' feelings, mature for my age... according to my entire family, Generally quite intelligent, honest (sometimes TOO honest though) and quite strong emotionally and physically - now, a note about that Emotional strength thing, this is probably a side effect of things which have happened and kept to myself, this was proven after an severe episode of depression when I was 12.
Finally, the last of the questions about myself personally... my looks lol, lets just say I'm not the worst looking guy ever, but not quite the "Stunning" type of guy either, perhaps, normal in terms of looks and handsomeness? haha, ok, this made me laugh, but one guy who played a little of FF7+8 commented on how my eyes are almost the same colour as Clouds... except not a shiny, and I have the same look on my face as Squall sometimes... how nice of him to say that
" oh, and just to clarify
The problem of what I want in a partner... the type of relationship would be... extremely hard to describe for me (Divorced parents -.-), but I guess what I want is a normal, loving relationship between me and my partner... probably a serious one in terms of being together, and marriage... well, if I find the right person, then yes, if she wishes it. But the last thing I want is a fling... I respect women too much, that's the specific reason why I have tried only denoted the females which I have come to know.
Once again, Thank you for your support, all of you have brought up great points and advice for me, from here on I will indefinately try to expand my horizons, and perhaps I should be more patient with things like this. I guess Love just takes a heap of Luck to find
"ok, I thought I'd leave this to the end, because you manage to make me laugh melymay lol:
As for the girls that aren't very nice to people at all, you could always try getting to know them better
Ohhhh! Yes they do! I've seen it... infact, once I saw a bunch of girls randomly attack a big 6foot guy, for a bloody laugh! ; ; scary...
Sorry to bring this up on you people, but for awhile now I've wanted somewhere to convey these feelings...
You probably all know of a small country called Scotland, if not.... of course you do, everyone can recognise the funny accents.
Anyway, Scotland, is my home country, where I am currently living (Trapped even). For awhile now I've been feeling quite a bit distant from just about everyone. No-one in my family has any idea exactly when or how this happened, all they seem to know is - I changed. I would talk more about this, but quite simply, I do not want to bring up family details and such so easily over the internet.
Now, why exactly do I mention Scotland you ask? Quite simple, I love this country, I really, really do, I love its past, I love its culture... but what I don't love (or even remotely LIKE, I could even go as far as saying that I truly hate...) is the people here.
Now, I am not so bothered with lowlifes who live off the country's financial benefits and such... I even don't really mind the adolescent scum who vandalize and just plainly disrupt all matter or life. No, someone like me who honestly doesn't care for being around people anyway would be bothered about that.
-That being said, like some people I've come to realise after reading around, there's only one thing that I truly wish for in life. A partner whom I can love and protect... perhaps I'm rushing into things, (I'm only 16 years of age) but the way I see it, it doesn't matter WHEN exactly I am plagued by the need to fulfill this purpose (...I made it seem like some sort of perverse lust there, sorry, can't properly describe what I mean, but I garauntee you - THIS IS NO PERVERTED LUST - which some of you will find hard to believe, after all.. I'm 16, and male >.>; ) the results will always be the same.
Basically, I have little or no chance of finding this person here. I have never once found someone I've found physically/personality-wise attractive, as every female I've encountered has either taken advantage of my kindness, led me on as a sick joke, or basically, they aren't very nice people at all.
I dunno if anime has deluded me with scenes of smitten cuteness and devotion in a girl... but I can confidently say that almost every female I have spoken to or encountered have been extrememely using, twisted, uncaring, and downright disgusting towards me.
Please, tell me that Scotland is the only place where most females are like this. And tell me why the only thing I want in life seems so distant to me...
~Thank you to those who have taken the time to read/reply to this lengthy passage
EDIT: Sorry, I just realised that I wrote "so" instead of "do" in the heading, sorry about that
If I love her... who cares?
The mother and father thing I can relate to... unfrortunately for me though, I wasn't old enough to remember them being together, just old enough to remember the shocking aftermath. Just like you, my Mother's too easy on me - and my father... extremely Strict.
As much as I wish I could give you some advice, there's honestly nothing I can find in my heart to say to people like us. All I know is that we're stuck with the world as it is - Which is a harsh blow to people like myself (and probably yourself) whom spend alot of of time gorging at the wonders of the anime/manga world.
And hey, if you feel like an outsider everywhere, I'm sure there are people on this site, and probably every other Anime-involved site out there who share your same interests, of course, that could only perhaps suffice for finding friends... you've done the right thing by proclaiming this problem here, just look at the caring people willing to help.
You're accepted here TreeFarieAaliyah, you can escape, even for some few minutes a day to the net just like the rest of us who feel left out physically and emotionally.